”It was just a new path to self destruction. Let's be honest here. I have been self destructing. And it has been easy to justify with the pandemic and the overbearing reach of the government and the strife seemingly everywhere. Why bother. I really hope that I'm reaching a turning point. I know my health hopes so”
Bobdrop
The above reasonates so deeply with me as these are my exact thoughts for the last few years. At 62 I have felt “ what’s the point? Why bother? , etc” I too know my health hopes I am at a turning point. I need to do this for me or I won’t be on this earth as long as I am otherwise destined to. Life is hard enough without committing suicide slowly day by day by drinking.
Best wishes for continued peace and sobriety.