Two weeks sober today. My psychiatrist doubled my ativan for some reason. I didn't have an appt or anything, I just found out when I got my meds. Might be related to the "incident" in the ER two weeks ago. I told him when I was getting my shot I had to escape the ER because I didn't feel safe. But I won't look a gift horse in the mouth. Ativan yay. Although I was thinking of quitting it lol.
Going to start couch to 5k today, read some of the big book, send off my application for the civil service clerical officer competition, pray and meditate. Maybe do some cleaning and laundry. Probably cook dinner.