I’m glad you are back Obladi.
It is indeed tricky when life throws curve balls at us, but the fact is regardless of how many days we have behind us, we are always one day away from drinking, so your “I never drink now” (which I love) has to always be at the forefront, regardless of what else life is throwing at us.
It sounds like you are already thinking of what went wrong and what needs to change, so well done for that. I hope things improve with your daughters soon, I think in these situations the best we can do is recognise our mistake, apologise and tell them we re ready to talk when they are, time does the rest.
Lastly, thanks for being so honest about this, by no means I’m saying I’m glad this happened to you, but it will help me and others stay vigilant as we build more sober time.
Glad to have you back here.