That was awful
Last night i had a dream omg it was so real, i stopped at some pub to use the loo, and my husband said I'm busting i will go first, while he was gone i said to the lady behind the bar, glass of wine, i knocked it back, then i have sat bolt upright (woke up) i can't explain the fear, it was like the fear of god had been put up me. I have had dreams in recovery before but nothing like the feeling i had last night, is that AV or subconcious, i need to be so vigilant, everything felt great then BANG last couple of days (weird stuff)