I just want to say I've loved reading your posts: you express yourself so well and I just see so much of myself in your story. I'm only a tad younger but unemployed and fearful of going back to work for there just to be more drama, as well as not having clue what I'm even capable of at this point. I too like to write and play music but I'm most motivated when drunk and it comes out sloppy (upon revisiting). And I too struggle to see a point moving forwards sometimes when there's never been much success in life, and excruciating amounts of anxiety... I'm on Day 2 but have been round the recovery block a bit. I really want to make this stick. Anyway, keep up the good work
