grateful I was hopeless
Hopelessness led to my recovery, without it wouldn't be sober. The state of Hopelessness led to an awakening of sorts that made soberity possible. it's the gift of desperation, or the magical of complete and uter dispar. I see things differently now. I'm happier now than I've ever been. nothing is as powerful as a changed mind.
i rember when i would post on this forum and marvle at individuals who had one month, and now I'm more than 7 and half months sober.
David