It is likely that you will be amazed at how much you have in common with the people of AA. Many different backgrounds and patterns of drinking but there is a certain something that bonds us together.
We are round pegs trying to fit in a square hole.
For one, an allergy to alcohol combined with an obsession to drink it.
If you buy into this program what you will find is a hope that you won't believe. The house and all that kind of stuff may come but it won't matter. You will learn to live life on life's terms. You will be better prepared to deal with whatever comes.
Right now you would be better off buying into this program then finding a suit case with a million dollars to buy a house. Money and material things are only fuel for the all consuming fire that is alcoholism. If material things fixed it many Hollywood celebrities wouldn't have any problems.
I "moderated" my drinking enough to get through college and hold down a middle class life for decades. When it finally blew up in my early 40s it almost took everything.