Originally Posted by
Ez0221 
Her mom recommended this in the past and this might be something I need to do along with counseling because this really took a toll on me to the point where I've had suicidal thoughts lately.
I just wanted to say. Al Anon, counseling, even grief counseling, whatever group/program you can get in to, I really recommend that you do. Post here often too, as often as you like.
There are also some resources here, I hope you won't hesitate to use them if you need to:
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...ease-read.html