The shiny eyed Beast is an avatar , the Beast is a quadriplegic parasite that has no agency to wield over You , you have to acquiesce and then act to indulge Its urges.
You decide when the acquiescence ends. The freedom from voluntarily serving Its needs was always waiting to be reclaimed , don’t ever give it back.
Break the illusion of the avatar and see the pathetic little whiny parasite for what It really is , doesn’t matter if It ever goes away , because You decide the relevance It has to Your actions .
You got this , Rootin for ya