Really want to drink tonight
I feel like drinking tonight. I won't but i feel so thirsty. I wish I could just get drunk once but I know that's a lie. I hadn't wanted a drink for 4 months and this last week the cravings a building. My pink cloud has burst and I've come back to earth. I need to do my 4 step but can't until I find a new sponsor because my sponsor is unavailable because he has gone to a sober boot camp he still sober though. Thier isn't a lot people who a able to sponsor and not at the meeting I go to. I'm exhausted because I'm not sleeping well. I just want to escape so bad.
David