I need nar-anon, but so far haven't been able to get to a meeting. They are all rather far from me and a I have a young child.
My husband was sober when we married. 6 years. Just after his 10th year of sobriety, he decided that he could handle having a drink or a little pot. 7 years later...well you can guess the outcome. Now he's smoking cocaine again. I try to protect the kids from it. I don't want them to know. Of course he promises to change, or he lies and screams at me for not trusting him... My situation is not unique, but right now...I just don't think I can handle it anymore. I'm trapped in this situtation for many reasons...I just feel like I'm at the end of my rope.