I relapsed a month and a half ago and it was a major mistake. I spent 20 days in hell. I was so hungover in the mornings I could barely muster the strength to take a shower. At night I had withdrawals was shaking so bad I could barely press a bottle against my lips. I had no appetite whatsoever and couldn't eat anything without throwing up. Eventually I wound up in the hospital. Hadn't had a drop since I got out, managed to pull myself out of the tailspin. 39 days sober and counting right now.