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Old 07-19-2021, 06:41 PM
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Join Date: Jan 2019
Posts: 35
Lately all I want to do is relapse

I have 2.5 year sober, I know that alcohol is a dangerous and destructive path for me, and yet I am romanticizing it. I want to be drunk just for a couple of hours, to turn my brain off, to stop being responsible, to let go, to stop caring. I have a wonderful sober life, and yet, all I want to do is get drunk off wine.
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