Wow yes. Every day would be my last day. I'd tell myself "This is the last one. I'm quitting after today. So I'd load up on booze for one last blow out, only to tell myself the same thing the following day. For a long time, I only kept what I would drink that day in the house because I was going to quit. Tomorrow. Then I gave up and just made sure I had loads of booze in the house so I wouldn't run out. Then I'd tell myself I'd quit when I finished all the booze currently in the house. It was endless torture.