"Who will I be if I let my addiction go?"
This was a big fear when I first came into recovery. I also thought I'd never have fun again. Not that my drinking had was anything approaching fun by this stage. It felt like breaking up with my best friend (who I later came to see as my worst enemy in disguise). I suffer in a lot of different ways, and my suffering causes me to make the people around me suffer. For example, I give people the cold shoulder when I am upset with them and want them to experience the depth of my disdain. I now see when I am doing that and can mindfully change my behaviour and thoughts with loving-kindness to myself and to others. I am committed to doing what I can to suffer less so I contribute less to the suffering of those around me.