Just Tiered
havent realy explored it deeply, i have" hope for today" book
that's about it. My issues with alcoholic father were mingled with
the death of my mother when i was 12 and she was only 42.
my fathers heaviest drinking came after that.
I have analized myself to a point, why i am the way i am etc..
I have never been a doormat and dont remember my mother being one, but my dad's rages at times did effect me to use
on my own children when they were young,I'm ashamed of but
its the way i knew then.
Today i see things in a way i never did before alanon.
I can also forgive myself.
love
liddy