Your user name reminds me of when I was at in an appointment with an alcohol counsellor and I said to him “but I just love drinking” and he said “well part of you obviously doesn’t because you’re sat here with me “...
I thought my life would be over when I stopped drinking wine but I feel totally free and I have zero desire to drink. I drank 2 bottles of expensive Sauvignon blanc a night, every night, I’m now 2.5 years sober, AA works for me but there’s other ways of it’s not for you.
It’s hard at first, the hardest thing ever, but it gets easier and eventually you can become the person you were always meant to be before alcohol! You won’t regret it.
Good luck xxx