Thanks for the support.
Im going to five aa another go Going to online aa meeting tomorrow. I've been In person but not virtually.i went to aa for 6 years. I'm really nervous about going back even I need it. Today was awful so I felt so bad. I was so ashamed I almost didn't come back here. One thing I realized is I didn't Acknowledge how much I was craving a drink. I thought if I ignored it I would go away.
David