At the end of my rope...
I’m not going to drink. I’ve been sober almost 2 years, but I’m not going to drink.
But my mental health is taking a beating. I’ve been diagnosed with major depression and generalized anxiety. I’ve been trying different meds but what I’m taking right now isn’t helping much. I’m 5 months post partum.
I’m lined up to see a social worker next month for therapy. I’m trying my best to sort myself out.
But things are tough at home. I feel like a pariah within my own family. I feel like my wife and kids are wary of me and are exhausted by my issues. I don’t really have any friends to talk to about my feelings....after I stopped drinking I had to let many of them go.
I just feel so isolated and alone. I just need someone.