Originally Posted by
Tatsy 
This touched me deeply, RB. At my lowest points when drinking, I've thought about suicide. But then I've also thought about - what IF I decided I didn't want to die, after I'd taken that step to kill myself, what if I reconsidered....but it was too late. May your brother rest in peace and may you find peace, RB.
Thank, you, Tatsy for your kind words. I miss him very much, still. It's such a selfish act, suicide, and with no point or purpose. Just the hurt and heartbreak it leaves behind.
Love to you, friend, and I hope you have a wonderful weekend.