You never stop running....
I've been sober 5 years now but I wonder how many of you still have those bad memories haunting you and waiting to jump back to the forefront of your mind when you have down time. I did myself a lot of damage during my binging periods and am facing reality on a daily basis of what this might mean for my future. I say to myself often whats done is done and I cannot change the past which helps to sooth the burning in my ego a little. I am healthy other than the expected liver damage but its the perhaps perminent damage to one's personality which is a hard one to quantify and heal.