Thank you
That really hits home my thinking is so distorted and negative. I will get so depressed and I can't relax. Then I start wanting to escape and think a drink will take me away to my own private vacation where everything not a nightmare. So I take a drink then get high before my next stop oblivion.
I now know this will get me nowhere and above all else I'm so very wery. My soul aches and I feel worn out. I feel ready to accept my problem and to stop fighting it. In other words words to surrender. This actually fills me with peace.
I'm 40 years old
David