Never had them as bad as some of you have described, that must be really tough. I did get stronger ones when I was younger and would try to quit but could barely get a day or two. The urge to drink was much stronger then. Now after many years of not drinking for long periods it's usually not difficult. I do sometimes get thoughts and urges, but I can dismiss them or have a tonic water and they go away in a short while. I would also not be surprised if there is some med component to it, that amplifies the craving. It sounds pretty rough.