Originally Posted by Tetrax

And a special thanks to @dpac414 who messaged me not too long ago. My only excuse, as the binges are turning ever so naturally into everyday drinking, is the damn lockdown. AA meetings were so key to me in my 14 month sober stint. I guess I'm just trying to hope the timing gets right when they are back on in the UK and I'm ready to call it a day. I mean I know there's Zoom and all but it's just not my jam. One 'good' thing with my sober stint was showing me I have clinical depression (I always denied it in spite of a diagnosis) but that doesn't really help me when I actually abstain. I'm not really into the higher power stuff of AA but I like the meetings. But I really ******* hate clinical depression, sober...