Originally Posted by BellaBlue

J109 - you are grieving a huge loss. The 5 stages of grief are denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance. People cycle in and out of these stages during the grieving process and it can take a long time. Please read about the grief process, talk about it and maybe journal your feelings. There really is no shortcut, but there is hope and support along the way. Holidays always bring out the deepest sadness. Keep praying, keep putting one foot in front of the other and do what needs to be done. Enjoy your children, friends and family. Eat well and get exercise and sleep to keep your body strong. You will get through this. May God bring you the comfort and peace you need.

P.S. The book of Psalms in the Bible offers great comfort.