Thank you for re-posting this. I haven't been on as things have been ok. But here we are again at a crisis. I open this post up and see the first response was from me almost 2 years ago. How very sad. I've been off balance for the last 36 hours, but vow to gain it back, no matter what he does. He's very far away now, homeless, broke and knows no one where he is. When asked for help this time, I said no more, go to a shelter. How hard it is for a mother to say these things, feel these things.