Hey Buckley - I could write an almost identical post - I’m 20 months sober, 41 and having similar thoughts.
I make reasonable money doing what I do but it’s a solo effort and lonely and it’s time for something new.
Yet it’s a fortunate place to be as there is no immediate financial need to do just anything to keep the lights on.
I’ve written a list of things I would like to do for a living in future, even if it’s just a passing thought. I’ve also cast my mind back to when I was younger and what I wanted to do then.
then I’ve researched my list. Some of them are impossible (golf caddy on the PGA tour was one when I was younger!), some would require too much training or going back to school than I’m prepared to do etc.
I’m narrowing my options and I expect to be doing something different this time next year.