Hey teodor, glad to know you are recovering.
Withdrawal hit me hard, it was trully hell, and I remember this hell so I will never smoke again.
Recovery finally worked for me when I gave up overthinking weed and making excuses and being afraid of the plain and simple truth: it's a drug and it's bad for me, so I needed to give it up for good, forever, at any cost. No half measures for me. I hope you find your path too.
Hope everyone is doing well