I’m sorry that this relationship didn’t work out, and that you’re feeling so sad. It sounds like you were pretty introspective with your feelings, and that is a really good thing. Maybe it will take you more time to be ready to open up to someone else, or maybe you will meet someone else who you feel more comfortable opening up to. Whichever happens, the fact that you were able to identify that as a barrier is huge progress!!!
Sending giant virtual hugs!!!
💗Delilah