So he called tonight again... expected us to stay on the phone with him all night when we have to work tomorrow. I said I will listen. He was intoxicated. Told me he went to the liquor store but only got enough to slowly detox... I again mentioned going to an inpatient detox... got it thrown in my face about something that happened 10 years ago. Was told he doesn't believe in God or a higher power. He tried praying and nothing came of it so there isn't a God. Was just so ugly and then starts crying we are all he has and wants to see us. Says that most people die that have this... I reminded him of his sponsor and coworker that are in recovery and doing great with a family so he can as well... That didn't fly.
I don't know what will happen through this night. I put the phone in another room. I turned my cell phone off as well.
I can't do this anymore.