Hey Lumen, I guess tbh I haven’t been doing much recovery wise. Just chasing my little one around and working. Don’t really have a social life or do much for self care except exercise. I guess that is an issue I need to look at. I’ve been warned that kids won’t keep you sober. But, the idea of drinking is not just not an option. There is absolutely no way I could rationalize it. I can’t do to her what was done to me during my childhood. Hence, why she has no maternal grandparents. They are out there lost in their addiction.
I want nothing more than a happy life for her.