This is so true I found everything was about him was never ever about me... his drama that he had caused but his drinking ...his stress his anxiety days where I had to support didn’t matter i suffered With anxiety.
his angry outbursts where everything was my fault I was the one that was making him stressed it was all my fault in his eyes.
the days he wasn’t drinking I’d be ignored while he sat there stuck to his phone and I’d think why am I even here it’s souls destroying and draining