Originally Posted by
Dee74 
I'm sorry Jeff. You're a good guy who deserves better than crying yourself to sleep and being this profoundly sad..
I know you're not keen on the therapy meds or doctor route...but I'm not sure what else I can suggest man.
Just stay away from the booze, and I hope something happens for you to turn things round.
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Its all I got Dee, I can only feel good about what I do going forward. the past is a disaster, and sometimes it hurts pretty bad.