I hope everyone has a great sober weekend
I'm glad you made it back again FF.
Its up to you as to what you're prepared to do.
How it worked for me was every time I relapsed I got a little more open to the idea of trying things I wasn't open to trying before.
I hope it works that way for you and I pray it doesn't take too long - we don't want to lose you, man - you're really pushing the envelope..
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