Today is day 4 of 4 of my wife being away. I thought that it would tougher than it actually has been. I have thought things through though. If I were to start it would have meant hiding stuff again when she got back. Also, she said I am a restless sleeper and curse in my sleep when drinking. This has not happened since I stopped drinking, so that would be a dead giveaway. I haven’t had thoughts of drinking so those things are just reinforcements if I ever think about it in the future.