Originally Posted by
amh293 
Are you also saying that once someone makes a choice and moves on, they can never go back and try again?
Hi amh, how could anyone ever say that? All people are different, some are willing to have another go at a relationship, some are not, no one can tell what he will do, except him.
I understand what you are saying though, that you still love him, but that doesn't mean that's good for you and really right about now, wouldn't it be a good thing to start focusing on what you want in your life. A partner that is solid and caring and not cruel. Someone who doesn't make you feel bad.
Is your therapist helping? If not perhaps it's time to find another. They should be offering tools to help you cope and to turn more toward yourself instead of toward this former relationship.