(((dky))))
Welcome to Sober Recovery...
You don't sound stupid. It just sounds like you are sitting on the fence about quitting drinking or not. If you drink to the point of not feeling good the next day maybe that could be a good reason to explore quitting.
I am 20 years sober and the best reason I have for not drinking is that I no longer have hang-overs. I wake up feeling really good. When I first quit I felt a little bit rotten but, it was worth it for me to stick it out...
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