Thank you all. It really is good to know that I'm not alone in this process. It sure makes me feel crazy sometimes.
He is working on finding an apartment. He is packing up his things. He is also throwing a nightly pity part but I refuse to be sucked in to that.
He broke is finger at work. And miraculously got the same drug from the doctor that I've found him taking in the past. I guess he thinks that saves him from getting into trouble because he now has a prescription? Doesnt make a difference to me.
I go through many feelings of guilt even when I know this is the right thing to do.