It’s like I was reading my own posts. This weekend Zi did the same. I’m a binge drinker also. I can’t tell you the countless times I wake up just to look at my phone and see what I did. The regret is so painful. This Friday I convinced myself I could have one and told myself you will only drink what’s here and not leave. Thais what I do all the time. Sure enough I binged and I wanted to die. I was so sick. I literally wanted to crawl out of my own skin. So again I will try again but I
Will not try to use down play this. I am an alcoholic and I have no control! Done playing Russian Roulette! You are not alone.