^ wishing you courage, Sunflower.
Take very good care of yourself, keep up with latest information without dwelling on "news", keep in contact with those you love.
Have a simple plan for each day and week, be in the sunshine when you can (how is your Vitamin D?), keep a brief diary, have a look at this thread:
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...ovid-19-a.html (Positive activities in time of COVID-19)
Sending you a ((tight hug)) across the miles.