Hello amd Welcome!
Please go to the forum Alcoholism.
That is where the link for alternatives is plus lots more information.
I had been raking BP meds for years and expected to need them forever.
By 3 months sober...I was taken off and never had another problem,
I stay around 100/ 70 and I am also a old overweight smoker.
Jobs and positions go and come...the life you save will be your own.