That's wonderful kat! I'm so happy for you! You can do this! You can beat this! Lots of people do! You just got to make sure you don't pick up that first drink! The shame and despair will lessen!
Keep us posted! Feel free to come on here anytime and let us know how you're doing and what feelings you're going through! Even if its not a crisis and it's just a regular day! Your chances of staying sober will be much greater if you stay in contact with other recovering people!