Hello Scotty, what you did takes alot of courage! You definately did the right thing, it is a tough road, but as you've already heard, it is well worth it. It may help you to look at it this way....if you stay away from the alcohol it will only get better....it may seem scary and overwhelming right now but the longer you are in recovery, the easier EVERYTHING will get. You told the doc for a reason...even if you were indirectly asking for help. Focus on that and build your foundation from there. If you get the job, great, and if you don't, you still may have very well saved your life! Good luck and congratulations! dakota