If it any consolation I have been going through the same thing today.

Drunk dialling and texting while drunk is a big problem for me. I think it happens because I know I’m in a bad place and am desperate to have someone help me.

50 days is brilliant focus on that and getting sober again straightaway.

We all make mistakes and have done things we regret! Get through the next 24 hours and you will feel a lot better I guarantee you.