Mishelli

Thank you for the question. It's very relevant and something I need to look into myself for to find the answer.

One reason is that I am really scared of his reaction. So, yes, I am frightened of his anger and I am frightened of arguments. I was cleaning when I found the paperwork. He had obviously tried to hide it because I moved some furniture to clean up and it was hidden, shoved under. He obviously doesn't want me to know and he's known for many months now. There was also paperwork for more tests and specialists which have not been completed or obviously, submitted or used.

I will get back with an update when I know my own results. He's been arguing with me all morning and basically said he is leaving me anyway. 20 minutes ago he was clutching his liver while he yelled. He still doesn't know I know. Perhaps it's better all round if he just leaves me. Part of me thinks he set this argument up (and the last few months of arguments) because it's easier for him to leave than to tell me? It probably is.