After re-reading what I wrote, it occurred to me that normie drinking lost its appeal to me because of alcoholism. I couldn't stand the thought of nursing one tiny glass of wine all dinner time! How excruciating! So, towards the end (recent end, lol), I'd cut out drinking outside the house. However, of course I over indulged in the privacy of my home. What a horrifying way to think and live!
Onwards... By the way, I've quit social media too, db. Not because of alcohol, but I found that it triggered my depression, sometimes in very sneaky ways. So I've decided it's time to clean up my mind thoroughly before I can delve back into it. I'm giving myself a year...
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