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Old 02-12-2020, 05:43 PM
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Willow00
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Hi guys. Thanks for the new thread Dee.

Dontlookbacchus, yes we are sober triplets with Sobermafia

And yay for 30 days Daisybelle7

And day 35 Wolfie

And 40 days Sober45!
I hear you about the blah
And the eating everything in sight to ward off the AV

And we’re going through very sad family times, as my uncle died and then so did our fur baby a couple of days ago. Everyone has been crying. Too sad to talk about much, I feel like just cry all the time. It sometimes seems like I have barely stopped crying since Mum died, and then Dad and on it goes. Life throws so much at us sometimes it makes me wonder why we’re even here
But even though I have been “dying” for a drink to numb some of the pain, I haven’t. I need to stay vigilant against the AV because it’s chinks in the armour like grief, that it uses to pry its way in....
I’m on day 44 and I will not drink today.
Sorry for the downer. I haven’t felt much like posting but I know if I don’t, and if I drift away from SR, the AV sneaks back in. It’s done it before when I stopped posting. I just don’t feel like I have anything much to contribute at the moment.

But I’m really thankful for you all being here ❤️❤️❤️
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