You're really thinking this thru, which is good - one thing I'd say is something that occurred to me (not for the first time) when I went to a mtg today. I never go to this place or time, but was nearby and not sure when I'll get to a mtg this week, so....
"Why make things harder than they have to be?"
I have done this all my life. My dad always asked me why - and in recovery, one thing acceptance (step 1 of AA) means to me is that I don't have to make things harder. In fact, making them - here, sobriety- easier is a very available option!
So just keep that in mind
