thank you for that response. I won’t know if AA is right for me unless I step away. That’s is something that I do like about AA is that I can come back and I know I would be welcome. I feel I need to do this sooner than later, I definitely don’t want to resent AA or loathe going to meetings. Mostly I just don’t want my sponsor or fellow home group members to worry and that I feel confident in this decision.