Best of luck to you Wil. I know how hard it is. If you do go to rehab again, really research the place you go to see if they specialize in benzos. I think some rehabs have absolutely no clue as to how to deal with benzos and some doctors. I had a doctor in detox once almost take me down to nothing after being on a high dose. OMG, I can't even believe the nightmare I went through and proceeded to go back on them. I understand what you're going through. I'm struggling so much to get off them and it's so hard. At least booze isn't in the picture anymore.
Wil, best and all my prayers to you. Benzos are an incredibly tough drug. I had to go off cold turkey years ago and I had a psychotic break. So, be careful and prayers to anyone trying to taper off these things.